Today I seem to be VERY impatient from school, to chores, to KIDS!!!!! Did I mention KIDS!!! The little things seem to be driving me crazy today, could be because ALL my helpers went to help out Arthur today. Or, in truth maybe it's me because I'm so task oriented...UGH...wish I wasn't! Jonathan is topping my list of, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING & WHY". He has tested me to the max today from the potty to simple directions. I forgot to tell you William,Wesley, and Jonathan all have a fever. I think I wanted so much to be accomplished today...yes now I see the problem "I". So, it is ME that needs the attitude change. Every time "I" creeps into the picture things seem to go down hill, when will "I" ever learn? If "I" were working in corporate America I'm pretty sure "I" would have been fired today and, kicked to the curb. Yet, here "I" sit with the job of being a wife, mother, and homemaker which is the desire of my heart and I'm kissed, hugged, and told I love you.... for being impatient and ugly......tell me that isn't GOD!
Not only did "I" need to ask God to forgive me for my sins, but my precious children too. I seek daily to die to self and give it over to God but, like today "I" allowed the flesh to come in and sit for a spell...and entertain him. Now I'm praying for a better evening, lead by NOT "I" but HIM!
And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.